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  • 9 More Months To Live, Malay Naval Logistics Command Corporal Holds Solo Art Exhibition In Fight Against Cancer

    9 More Months To Live, Malay Naval Logistics Command Corporal Holds Solo Art Exhibition In Fight Against Cancer

    In battling his illness, CPL Muhammad Khairul Ikwan has shown us what it means to be resilient, to be hopeful, and to fight unyieldingly, even in the face of cancer.

    “I want people to see that hope can be anything – even negative things, like illness, can become positive things as well. I don’t want people to see pain as a hindrance to stop them from what they want to do in life.”

    This is why Khairul chose the title ‘Hope’ for his solo art exhibition.

    A naval material assistant with Naval Logistics Command (NALCOM), Khairul was diagnosed with Stage 4 colorectal cancer last year and lost much of his vision and hearing since. Despite the pain and the side effects from his fortnightly chemotherapy, he continues to stay positive by directing his attention to arts – a passion of his since young.

    And this Thursday, he will be fulfilling his greatest wish of holding an exhibition to showcase his art works, expressing the experience in which he battled his illness. Jointly organised by Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (NAFA) and HCA Hospice Care, it will be held at NAFA on-air gallery from 21 – 25 Apr.

    Your support would mean much to Khairul and us here in the Navy.

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    The nightmare began with a ringing in Mr Muhammad Khairul Ikwan’s ears last July.

    Then he developed a migraine so severe he could barely stand and had to crawl to the toilet.

    Doctors discovered he had Stage 4 colorectal cancer, which had spread from his intestines to his brain.

    At age 23, the young man has lost much of his vision, hearing and hair, and no longer parties as he once did with friends.

    But the Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (Nafa) graduate is not wallowing in despair. Instead, he is launching an exhibition of 87 art pieces at the school on Thursday.

    Titled Hope, the works represent his experience battling his illness.

    He said: “I want people to see that hope can be anything – even negative things, like illness, can become positive things as well.

    “I don’t want people to see pain as a hindrance to stop them from what they want to do in life. ”

    Jointly organised by Nafa and HCA Hospice Care, the exhibition fulfils one of Mr Khairul’s greatest wishes under the Star Pals palliative care programme for youth with life-limiting illnesses.

    Mr Khairul is the second of four children. His mother is a secretary in a law firm, while his father is a safety supervisor in a shipping company.

    Ms Nur Alwiyah, 25, a customer service officer at a call centre, said her brother is expected to live about nine more months .

    Said Mr Khairul: “It’s shocking to go from healthy to seriously ill, but anger won’t make the illness go away.”

    He now has chemotherapy fortnightly and wears a stoma bag to collect his waste, which goes out of his body through a hole in his abdomen.

    In the four months he spent on art, he had to battle the side effects of chemotherapy, such as fatigue and vomiting but he soldiered on.

    He used to listen to music while painting, but having lost most of his hearing. He now reads song lyrics or poetry for inspiration.

    His favourite work in the exhibition is a series titled Spirits & I (Eye), a set of six watercolour paintings.

    Three are in red and have an eye motif, which he describes as “surgical, with veins”, while three in blue are “water spirits rising up”.

    “Because of my affected vision, I am going through so much pain. But at the same time, there are so many people lifting my spirits,” he said.

    Apart from paintings, he is also exhibiting mixed media works with synthetic hair, photographs, a video and a fabric piece.

    Calling art a therapeutic outlet, Mr Khairul said his role model is Japanese artist Yayoi Kusama, who uses her artwork as a way to express her mental illness.

    The exhibition, which is free, will be at the Nafa on-air gallery from April 21 to 25.

    And he is already dreaming of his next project, a photography exhibition with himself as the subject.

    He said: “What’s the point of giving up when you’re still living? The only moment you give up is when you’re dead.

    “If I can recover, it will be a miracle, but if I can’t, I will just keep on fighting, make more works of art and leave a legacy.”

     

    Source: Republic Of Singapore Navy and Straits Times

  • Rohaishah Hamid: Dirt Poor And Struggling With Family Problems, I Persevered To Finally Become A Teacher

    Rohaishah Hamid: Dirt Poor And Struggling With Family Problems, I Persevered To Finally Become A Teacher

    6 years ago on this date, I remembered having to vacate the HDB flat I lived in at Sengkang with my mum. I was 18, still schooling and was given monthly allowance by MOE, and she was ill and unemployed for the longest time. The the both of us had no place to go. We resorted to this mutual agreement to separate; we had to find different respective friends who could give us shelter separately, whether it was for a day, a week, a month, a year, whichever would suffice.

    She found a friend she could live with for a few months so I was relieved. On my end, I had friends here and there who offered shelter, offered sleepovers, and on some unlucky days when they couldn’t, I would spend most nights staying up at beaches or void decks with my bags of unwashed and unused clothes and cheapskate art materials plus my crumpled assignments, looking for a plan, in hope of another saviour to take me home. I seeked help from MPs, from different Family Service Centres, different Homeless Shelters, they could only help so much.

    Prior to the days when I had no where to go, I couldn’t do my assignments, I had no money to get materials, didn’t even eat or sleep proper, I ended up skipping school very often, I even skipped exams. I was already bonded with MOE’s 9-year teaching contract at that point, my absenteeism and grades were horrendous. I couldn’t graduate after my 3rd year of NAFA. So I had to retake hell lot of modules. My allowance from MOE was being taken away. I had to pay for the modules I had to retake, and having no allowance led me to work 2 jobs while schooling.

    Working 2 jobs allowed me to earn just enough for a decent rental of a room, open market, which was ridiculously costly. But I was devastated and separated from my mum too long, eventually I managed to afford renting a room with my mum, at a few different strangers houses and the owner was present in their homes while we stayed. Unpleasant experience it was, living in someone’s house you don’t even know, they had rules like you can’t cook, can’t use the living room, you can only do your laundry once a week and all. They assume and accuse you of every minor or major thing that could possibly go wrong in that premise. It was like living in a prison cell with no privacy yet numerous obligations. But I couldn’t complain. It was better that at least me and my mum were sheltered together.

    Spent a year to clear all my modules but I still failed and couldn’t graduate after my 4th year. NAFA was going to expel me, MOE was going to terminate my bond, which simply meant I had to pay all the liquidated damages back. I appealed, begged, pleaded for them to give me one more year. So again I had to pay for the modules I retook, rental cost got more expensive when we moved from one place to another each time our contract ended, mum’s health worsensed, so I worked 3 jobs instead.

    At that breaking point, I kept reminding myself one thing, that I already spent my teenage secondary school years in an abusive and dysfunctional household while I was still staying in my own home at Sengkang. Already spent years of my teenage life working in KFC every night after school even during O’Levels, no electricity at home so I studied with a candle and spent the remainders of my sleepless nights taking care of my sick mum. I had an elder sister who used to provide for us but she passed away. I was reminded of when people from the Subordinate Court crashed my place to seize all our furniture because of debts so my house became bare and empty. Or when people splashed paint out my door because of debts again. Or when policemen had to keep coming to make or break a scene. And I thought THAT was bad. Until I lost my home eventually. Felt like I lost everything.

    Finally graduated from NAFA after my 5th year and moved on to NIE. Life got better when I stepped into NIE because I finally started receiving monthly allowance all over again. I could finally quit my 3 jobs, and in that same year HDB finally granted me a home to stay in. Eventually graduated from NIE and started my teaching career till today. I never had to look back since then.

    Throughout that journey, I owe my life to my friends and teachers from secondary school, my colleagues from KFC, a few close classmates from NAFA and some other friends and roommates I met along the way, for seeing me through and providing for me when no one else could. I wouldn’t have stayed sane without you guys. Sure, like every other typical kid I’ve been depressed as hell, suicidal attempts were endless, and now when I think about it, I laugh at myself. Thank you God, for watching over me and my mum, and for blessing me with amazing friends. They were the family I never had.

     

    Source: Rohaishah Hamid